" I’ve been hiding it in for so long, but it wants to come out now. It’s violently exploding out the pores of my skin, across the crevices of my uneven bones, and the creases that shape my body. My deconstruction is destruction. "
" You will fall in love with your friends. Deep, passionate love. You will create a second family with them, a kind of tribe that makes you feel less vulnerable. Sometimes our families can’t love us all the time. Sometimes we’re born into families who don’t know how to love us properly. They do as much as they can but the rest is up to our friends. They can love you all the time, without judgement. At least the good ones can. "
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mooneyedandglowing:

"I want that ‘I spend a disproportionate amount of time on your facebook profile’ type love. That ‘Girl, I want to take you out to Commons’ type love. That ‘I wanna know your name before my tongue goes down your throat’ type love, but it’s also that ‘like’ type love. It’s that ‘I left a spot on my shoulder carved out for your head’ type love. ‘I carved your stories into my teeth so only I know why I’m smiling’ type of love, cause so far I tend to be the guy that lets go after the honeymoon, yet to be the one to go all in with the 7-2 off-suited clinging to that one heart in my hand & trying to find a pair, so I’ll just wait for the day when I’ll realize that sometimes dancing in the storm is prettier than in the shine, wait for that love that’s more than something a woman gives & a man takes, that love that has no regard for timing or discretion, that love that God writes sunsets about, that Garrett writes poems about, that leaders fought that war, shot that love, that romantics rot for."

(via teeuh)

" Love isn’t soft, like those poets say. Love has teeth which bite and the wounds never close. "
" The nitrogen in our DNA, the calcium in our teeth, the iron in our blood, the carbon in our apple pies were made in the interiors of collapsing stars. We are made of star stuff. "
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1. Looking across the tracks of the subway and seeing someone in the window of the opposite train, someone who is reading the perfect book and who wears that familiar combination of tired and hopeful on their delicate features.

2. Stirring your coffee in a small, quiet café where the music is just soft enough to remind you that it is playing every so often when you look up from your notebook.

3. Exchanging a few jokes with a charming stranger stuck in the same endless, bureaucratic line as you, reminding you that you are not alone in your battle with everyday tedium.

4. Sitting on the beach with old friends whom you are visiting for a few weeks in the summer, when the weather is just hot enough to permit you to stay out all night and enjoy one another’s company in a way you were always too busy to do.

5. Reading old chats and messages and letters with people you used to love, and remembering what it is about them that was so wonderful.

6. Looking at pictures where you are smiling in that unflattering way you almost never allow yourself to do, but you couldn’t help it because you were surrounded by people who made you just that happy.

7. Kissing outside at night when you’ve had just enough to drink that your cheeks are tingling and you are afraid that the words “I love you” might fall out of your mouth all by themselves.

8. Hearing someone tell you something that they’ve never told anyone before, because they never felt like anyone would really listen and actually understand.

9. Seeing someone be kind when they think that no one is looking, because they know it is simply the right thing to do.

10. Finding out that an old love is getting married to someone who is so much more right for them that you could have ever been, and realizing that you can love someone and not ever want them for yourself again.

11. Sitting at a restaurant by yourself and getting so deeply lost in your book that you forget you are even alone, and you feel as though you are on a date with the world’s most interesting person.

12. Telling someone that you’re happy for them, and watching their whole face light up with well-earned pride when they realize that you actually mean it.

13. Waiting at the bus stop and seeing the most perfect person in the most perfect outfit who is looking at the map with just as little understanding as you once did when you were new in the city.

14. Realizing that someone who is so very beautiful does not imagine themselves to be anything special.

15. Hearing someone say “If there’s anything I can do to help, let me know” and knowing that you can ask them anything and they would do their best to follow through.

16. Visiting someone when they are sick and seeing the way their eyes light up at the soup and juice you brought them.

17. Sitting in the movie theater with someone and watching them laugh out of the corner of your eye when they think something is really, really funny. Watching their dimples and eye creases form and wishing they knew just how wonderful every little line on their face is.

18. Seeing someone at the gym who is having just as hard a time as you but is still going at it every day.

19. Reading something online that makes you cry, alone, at your computer, simply because it makes you feel — in a way you are rarely lucky enough to feel — that there are other people like you.

20. Running into an old friend at the store and letting it bleed into a long coffee where you talk about every subject that you didn’t even realize had been lying dormant inside of you for years, longing to be confirmed and expressed and understood.

21. Looking across the restaurant at the couple who is too happy to notice anyone around them, and realizing that sometimes we can get a contact high, a little burst of pure joy, just from seeing people who are that in love.

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The head of a company survived 9/11 because
His son started kindergarten.

Another fellow was alive because it was
His turn to bring donuts.

One woman was late because her
Alarm clock didn’t go off in time.

One was late because of being stuck on the NJ Turnpike
Because of an auto accident.

One of them
Missed his bus.

One spilled food on her clothes and had to take
Time to change.

One’s
Car wouldn’t start.

One couldn’t
Get a taxi.

The one that struck me was the man
Who put on a new pair of shoes that morning,
Took the various means to get to work but before.
He got there, he developed a blister on his foot.
He stopped at a drugstore to buy a Band-Aid.
That is why he is alive today..

Now when I am
Stuck in traffic,
Miss an elevator,
Turn back to answer a ringing telephone…
All the little things that annoy me,
I think to myself,

This is exactly where
I’m meant to be
At this very moment

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I thought of you when I was wakened
By a wind that made me glad and afraid
Of the rushing, pouring sound of the sea
That the great trees made.

One thought in my mind went over and over
While the darkness shook and the leaves were thinned—
I thought it was you who had come to find me,
You were the wind.

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